Is it me...or am I dead?

I became the unknown soul
As I wondered the desert
Searching for my love
Have you seen him?

He's tall and hansome
With eyes black and blue
With hair so black
And length a little long?

His name is my name
We are one forever
No one can take us
Away from each other.

Though if seperated
It'd be because of he
The man I love
Has left me.

And as I search
For him here
Let me know
If you can hear me.

I loved him always
Even now
When he's left me
Nothing's better than love; forbidden.

I love you Mikey...
And I always will...